Here's a suggestion for any of you unemployed dot-commers:

Know how to speak Arabic? Korean? Chinese? Kazakh? Why not work for the government, in the FBI! They seem to be in dire need of translators. Who knows, you could be the one to prevent a foreign bombing of...oh say...the White House [maybe even with Bush inside]. Then again, why would anyone want to prevent that?

heheheh

28-Inch Woman Finishes Marathon

I was gonna crack a joke. Then I started feeling all inspired. So instead, I'm just going to keep my mouth shut on this one.

Leave it to the South Koreans to snap a 10 year Kenyan winning streak in the Boston Marathon. heehee =) How's that for KP? lol

woohoo! My legs and abs hurt! They rarely ever hurt after I work out these days. YAY! Maybe I'm finally doing something right.

Too bad I had to put up with my good roomie's bitchy attitude yesterday though. Right when I came home from church she was about to go to the gym and so I wanted to go too. Her response: "You have 5 minutes." wtf? So I ran around like a chicken with its head cut off, changed, tried to take off my jewelry, grabbed my cd player wallet & water bottle, and ran out to the car with my shoe laces untied. Then 2 blocks down the street I realized I had forgotten my towel. Yep, I think I pissed her off even more. heh. Dammit. I hate when she's in her bitchy mood. >.<

You know...The Sims is a REALLY addicting game. I finally found my serial number today. I can see what I'll be doing the rest of the weekend. lol

Amazing! In a freak act of nature, the evil roomie seems to have taken it upon herself to clean the bathroom. [its been her turn for at least a month!] I now find myself staring blankly at a clean sink counter top and a clean toilet. She even scrubbed the pink [yes, very very bad] mold off the tub.

But here's what I don't understand: Why would the evil roomie clean off the mold when the nasty brown film from her shower(s) still remains at the other end of the tub. *shudder*

What a half assed job from an evil evil person. >.<

Have just finished reading Bridget Jones's Diary. V. good. Cannot wait to see the movie! =)

Trippy. I just heard that Montana from the Real World - Boston works somewhere in my building.

Weirrrd

Okay-dokay....i've just dled yahoo messenger. sn: marbhurd. talk to me. please? [v. bored]

You know what? I have no idea WHY someone HAS to talk SO LOUD while on the phone. Eesh. Last night I was trying to enjoy my Law & Order after dinner and the evil roomie was talking to her mom in the living room. She basically was arguing with her. Now I don't know about you, but if I'm going to argue with a person on the phone and I'm going to be loud about it I'm going to be courteous to whoever is in the room. I don't want them listening in on my shit anyway. But does she go to her room? Of course not! She sits in the middle of the friggen living room and argues away with me sitting there not able to hear a single word from the tv. grrrr.

And now? Now she's talking "regularly" on the phone in her room and I can STILL hear her babbling away like the annoying roommate from hell that she is. SHE TALKS SO FUCKING LOUD!!!!

I had jury duty today. Er..well, I was supposed to. I called and they said I wasn't needed for the MORNING but that I was to call back at 11am to find out if I was needed in the afternoon. What kind of jacked up shit is that? You either need me or you don't. None of this "we don't know if we need you yet so call back tomorrow." WTF? See, at least in Hawaii they let you know the day before if they need you at all.. [of course you knew i had to relate it back to home. heh]

So basically I wasted my whole day. I probably could've gone in to work...but why? Why do that when I can wake up late and then have lunch with my good ol pal Lester? It was a nice and relaxing day. =)

I have this urge to redesign now. argh! why me?

Davee: it was drawn by George Bush Jr
marbhurd: yeah right
Davee: hee hee
Davee: but i wouldn't be surprised if george bush jr did draw it if he did
Davee: he doesn't know the capital of Canada

I really like having all this bright sunlight in my room. That's probably the ONLY thing I like about daylight savings. heh

Anyway, I am facing a dilemma and want to know your opinion...

Do I leave on May 22/23 since payday is the 18th and the roomies are leaving that weekend, or do I leave a week later, after Memorial Day, so I can work one extra week and make about $400 or so?

The thing is, with the roomies gone, it basically leaves me nothing to live a "normal" life [imagine washing one dish, fork, knife, & cup over and over to use for breakfast/lunch/dinner/snack and not being able to microwave and then chill in front of the telly. Oh the horrors! lol] Plus its being away from Grant all that more longer! Then again..I'd probably need the money.

What to doing?

Argh. Today has been such a boring and lazy day. I don't want to do anything. I want to go home. I keep checking my inbox every 10 minutes or so and still nothing. blah. I think I'll leave a bit early. I'll just say "I have to prepare myself for jury duty tomorrow." GAH! I hate fulfilling my civic duties. >.<

Lately I've had this extreme sense of urgency with regards to starting my retirement savings. I've heard all too well what will happen if I don't start soon enough. Yet, here I am still trying to finish school, with absolutely nothing saved, and I know it won't be another year or two [at least!] until I can actually start. But reading this article makes me feel like I'm already so far behind. *sigh* I don't want to be like my parents and a majority of the Baby Boomers out there! eek!

And another question: Do I classify as a GenXer?

Yeah, I guess it ISN'T very important to Cayetano. Worry about depriving 200,000+ students the education they rightfully deserve? Never! Why hurry to the bargaining table when he can go to a car show?

Damn. This is mildly depressing. Not that I'm in it for the money, but gosh it would be nice. I mean, I'm only going to be teaching your children and our country's future. Obviously its not THAT important to merit higher pay, right?

What irks is when the evil roomie goes into the bathroom to take her 30 MINUTE shower and doesn't ask if I need it. [sucks to only have 1 bathroom] This is especially pissing me off because it is now 12:40 am and I want to sleep now because I will be getting up in about 5 hours but I can't because I need to brush my teeth and wash my face. Grrr. Tell me one good reason why I shouldn't put nair in her shampoo. *evil laugh*

Am I the only one that doesn't like the Britney Spears commercial for pepsi? I detest what she's wearing through most of it [except at the end..that part is a bit cute]. It just makes her look...i dunno. It sorta reminds me of Chyna's body. *shudder* Not a good thing. Her singing isn't all the great either. The only part I remotely like? The end with Bob Dole. That guy cracks me up for some reason. haha. But I still wouldn't vote for him.

On second thought...if he were against Bush then no doubt i would! =P

And if not caring whether public school teachers can make ends meat wasn't enough, Cayetano probably won't give a shit that he's putting the already declining university in danger of losing millions of dollars in federal grants that the school needs to remain even slightly credible.

Sometimes I think I'm just a bit biased against the governor, and then I snap out of it and realize he really is an idiot politician. [although a bit smarter than Bush, if that's saying much at all]

Today was Palm Sunday.

I went to church today for the first time in about 5 months. Being back, listening to the scriptures, hearing and singing familiar songs felt so refreshing. It was almost like going home. At one point I almost started crying because it was all so much to take in. [thank goodness i didn't tho. heh]

It was a bit hard to go though. With the whole religion issue between Grant and I, I don't know what to do. Granted, its not a pressing issue since its not like we're getting married or anything, but its still lingering around us. Ya know? Lately, especially since its the Lenten season, I've felt more compelled to learn more about my religion and become a more devout Catholic. But by doing this I feel like I'm not giving Grant's religion a chance. Like I'm trying to strengthen my own beliefs just so I can stand up against his.

Does this make any sense? Its a bit overwhelming to think about it all. So today I asked for God's guidance. I hope I will be able to sort through all of this one day. I mean, aren't we all worshiping one god anyway?

Oh joy! I finally made it onto one of those must-hate-crap-blog lists! *jumping for joy*

Funny, all this time I was afraid of getting old when all i have to do is keep bitching and moaning about my life and then I'll be mistaken for an ignorant teen. woopie! The secret to eternal youth. lol

Eh whatever. I don't really care. I just think its funny that it seems as if my blog has been solely judged on a week that was particularly bad for me. sheesh. But that's what this blog is..a place for me to bitch.

Hmm..want better content? I always have my journal. Then again...just go away. =)

Oooh...I like the last line of my horoscope for the weekend:

Solitary thought heightens confidence regarding a planned detachment.

Yep...I'll definitely be thinking this out all day tomorrow. *plan*

Okay, i'm kinda starting to spaz now. I don't know why I didn't think about these things beforehand.

the good roomie leaves on the 17th. Practically ALL the kitchen shit is hers. So when she leaves, she takes the microwave, the toaster, the pots, pans, dishes, utensils, cups. Even the tupperware and wok! gah! What the heck am I going to eat with?! Actually, what can I even eat? I can't cook without pots/pans. I can't microwave frozen tv dinners. All I'll have are my chopsticks and soup spoons! oh, and some of my little tupperware. haha

Then there's the whole "where am i going to sleep my last night(s) if I sell my bed?" and what about what to do with the keys? I'll no doubt have to stay over at someone's place. who? *mildly panicing*

I'm not going to even get into the logistics of all the utilities and shit that have to be turned off. when?

Take into account that while they're leaving around the 18th, I was planning on leaving somewhere around the 30th. I guess that'll have to change now. *sigh*

Okay...so I made another calendar. You know how I had that one last year where I counted down the last 9 weeks or so in HI? Well, same deal here except I'm not quite sure when I'm leaving. Probably the last week in May.

Now look, my calendar is W-I-D-E O-P-E-N! [*not-so-subtle-hinting*] Puhlease be nice to me. Pretty please? ^__^

*sigh*

I'm worried for the teachers and the financial hardship a strike induces.

I'm thankful for the senators who seem to be at least a bit more concerned than the governor.

I'm PISSED OFF at the governor for basically being the bastard he is.

Today has been a naaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiice day. Well, aside from the shitty work and jet lag and all it was pretty DOP.

I got my profit sharing today. wooo. Funny how in one day I suddenly gained most of what I need for tuition next year. hehe.

Damn...maybe I'm going into the wrong profession. lol

And then I got my final tax refund today. Not much, but still. =)

Friday is payday. I think I'm finally happy. ;P

Okay..this whole still-light-in-the-sky-even-though-its-already-8PM thing is kinda tripping me out.

weeeeiiirrrd

I'm back.

much boohar.

I'm back. =(

i didn't get to go to the beach today like I wanted, but its all good cuz it started raining. I'm in the process of clearing out my room instead. Boy have I saved a lot of shit.

My hair has gotten to the point where I can't stand it anymore. Too frizzy and "shaggy" as my sister said. The first thing she told me when she saw me yesterday? "you need a haircut." Damn, either I really really need one desperately or her cosmotology classes have really gone to her head. haha.

So tomorrow I have an appt at a Paul Brown Salon. Thank God I could get it before my interview. I hope it comes out good. *nervous* If my hair turns out shitty, I think i'm just gonna cry. *crossing fingers*

ahh...home. so warm. so nice. so much patience putting up with the rents. lol

woohoo
he's so dreamy ^_^

Okie....off to the airport soon. Don't expect many updates in the next 1.5 weeks. I'll try when Grant's in the shower or something, but eh...you can live without me for a bit right? hehehe

Have a wonderful spring break everyone! I know I will. =)

ack! *nervous*

I just realized, no one has ever come to visit me before. This is a first!

I can't sleep! AAAAHHHHH!!!! 5 hours till I have to wake up. ugh.

Can't. Help. It.

I'm happy: Tomorrow is the first day of my 2 week vacation. Tomorrow I get to see Grant for the first time in 4 months.

I'm nervous: I haven't seen him for 4 months. It'll almost be like another first date! eek

oh yah. In other wonderful news [no, i'm not sarcasting]...yesterday I received my CA state tax refund. They revised it and gave me an additional $57!! woohoo! Happieeeeeeeeee!

Okay, here's my take on things...

Bush is basically taking one giant step backward from what Clinton had acheived in regards to North/South Korean relations. I'm totally for the "sunshine" strategy Kim Jae Dung has taken. I'll admit that the two sides still have a long ways to go but I think its very important to get the two sides talking with peaceful relations. They are still technically at war since no treaty was ever signed after the Korean War declaring it over. Besides, how would you feel if your family were split in two just because you happened to be on one side of the 38 parallel, never to have contact with them again? I'd be pretty damn sad and upset and I would want to right it asap. And here we are, 50 years later and still nothing...or well, there's something but Bush apparently doesn't care about these insignificant facts.

I highly doubt reunification will come anytime soon because of the differing types of govt, but that doesn't mean they can't have peaceful relations.

My theory? Bush's administration just wants to get this "missile defense sheild" built to satisfy some big people who probably contributed to his campaign. Worrying about nuclear weapons? Sure its a valid concern, but backtracking to a stance from the Cold War days just doesn't make me very happy.

BUSH just doesn't make me very happy.
I don't think I'm ever going to fully trust him.
And I don't think I'm ever going to like him.
grrr

aww shit. no more subdomains on digitalrice. where's the email notification? i never got it! dammit. now i gotta change all my pages. grrr. www.digitalrice.com/bhurdie from now on peeps!

boohar.

I just realized I have to finish paying off my computer before I go home and have no full time job. That leaves me with just about 2 payments to do it. argh. This is going to hurt. =(

lan's comment on people at the gym reminded me of something I need to rant about too. Why do some people feel the need to strip buck nekkid in the locker room/bathroom right where everyone can see? Do they have no shame? eesh.

Yesterday when the good roomie and I walked into the bathroom we turned the corner and BAM! There was this white chick with NOTHING ON [!!!] sorting through her clothes. I dunno about you, but I find this quite intrusive on my personal space. Even people who undress to their underwear invade my space but at least I'm not seeing their goods ya know? This chick wasn't even that well endowed, so why put us through the misery? I know, I'm a bastard for saying so but that's just what I thought at the time. In fact, the quick glance that was forced upon me made me wince in pain, and I never looked back. eesh.

That's why man invented doors and bathroom stalls. >.<
People need to have a sense of shame!!

ugh...its so hot in here i can hardly take it. Well, actually, its not THAT bad but it does make me feel really lethargic. bleh.

Makes me wonder how the hell I'm going to make it back at home with average temps in the eighties. eesh.
i'm such a weak mugg now. ;P

I'm sitting here eating carrot curry. Yes, you heard me right, CARROT curry. Fuck. This isn't by choice either. The fucking evil roomie apparently decided she'd just not take any and leave the dish full of just carrots and curry. No potatoes, no chicken, and only a few pieces of onion. Tell me again why I shouldn't smother her in her sleep?

heh heh >;P

I worked out again tonight. Yay! I'm getting good at this [with a whole lotta prodding by the good roomie and a whole shitload of whining on my part. hehe] But now I feel sick. I couldn't do much tonight. All I have in my system is a resevoir full of water, a hard boiled egg, a vegie stuffed bun, and ummm....hmm. I think that's it.

my tummy hurts. =/

Come my lady
Come, come my lady
You're my butterfly. Sugar, baby

Butterfly by Crazy Town is DOP yo =P

I have the BEST bf!!
He went to the college of ed office and talked to them and finally got them to change my interview to a day that I am actually there! yay! Of course now I've had my hopes up about staying longer [even though its $100 more] so i dunno. we'll see. heehee
Isn't he the greatest? *beam*

You know what would really suck? If the UH strike adversely affected my interview. oooh I would be so pissed!!

Oneul ggaji man

UH beat Cal in men's volleyball last night.

But its kind of odd...

California is a Pac-10 school that participates on the club level..."The Bears do not offer any scholarships in men's volleyball, and have no priority standing for use of the weight room or practice gym. With four pre-med majors and three engineering students, they scramble to find a workable practice schedule."

You would think that it would be a big sport. Well, at least thats what I think. *shrug* They just don't realize how cool vball is. =P Yeah, its totally a UH perspective to take

aigooo...nuhmoo guiyuhpda!

Aren't they cute?! =)

Oh yah....

And digitalrice is "moving servers" so its sucking shit right now. Bleh. I can't even upload my nice new happy entry! boohar.

Soon my pretties =)

YESSSSSSSSSSS!!!

I love getting my tax refund!!!

I'm no longer poor!!! =)

Poor UH.

And poor Cal.

Let us all mourn together.

boohar

UH plays Syracuse today in the first round of the NCAA tourney. cross your fingers.

hey, a girl can wish can't she? =)

Happy Birthday to my little, annoying, bitch of a sister today! She's now 19! aiyah. Growing up so fast.

heehee
I really do love her though. ^_^

*sigh*

Today is going to be a good day. Why? Because I said so that's why.

And if anyone tries to fuck with me today, woo baby, they better watch out. muahah *evil laugh*

Yay! In exactly one week I will be with my cutie and I will be on vacation. whee!

Happieeee

Here is a dumb and pointless fact about me:

Whenever I type my name at the end of emails I almost ALWAYS spell my name wrong. haha. I always have to correct it and its so annoying. I'm so tempted to leave it as is from now on.

so if you get an email from maroi, moari, maira, or something of the like, you know who it is. lol

dudidu...

ok. i have 30 minutes to kill before i can call grant again. what to doing.

hmmm
*thinking really hard*

naps in the evening suck. I can never get back to sleep. haha
4.5 hours tonight! woo!
i guess i was tired.

and I still HATE my hmo. fucking no good bastards who can go to hell. errrr >.<

heh

I just got this wish in my head. heehee

I wish I could go to some party or club where I could see the cute BART guys. lol

It gets monotonous seeing them everyday in the same environment, doing the same things, and basically wearing the same clothes. Besides, i always look like crap on bart. I don't know what it is. Maybe its the nasty brownish upholstery. haha

Hearing one of the guys talk about going to Avaron one day made me want to go again. lol

Yeah, I'm a retard. AND PROUD OF IT!
heehee
^_^

I really have to stop this habit of bawling at work.

1. mom is being an unreasonable bitch. She is buying a twin bed today and giving MY bed away..the bed that I paid for.

2. UH couldn't give me a interview until the 4th. Yes, my flight back to SFO was on the 3rd. If I change my flt now, it will cost me another 400. If I wait till after I get to Hawaii, it will cost me 100 but possibly more time since I have to make sure another flight is available.

3. All shitty things seem to gravitate toward me right now.

fuck.

This makes me sad and angry at the same time.

I so so so *SO* hate Cayetano. Education as his top priority my ass! That's why he hasn't given the public school teachers [and even the UH professors!] adequate pay raises. errrrrr I just hope something bites him back in the ass soon. >.<

ARGH!
*pulling out hair*
Tell me, isn't this being a bit *too* unreasonable?

"maria, dad's farts and beer breath have forced me to sleep in your bedroom from now on. when you come later this month, please sleep on the sofa. if you move back in july, we will have to share the bedroom by buying 2 twin beds. if you have a better solution, please let me know."

So last night I finally got to talk to the boy. I was so happy, and yet I was so sad. The last few trying days have been hard without him by my side. =/ And then he told me of what the woman he is tutoring English to keeps wishing.

She has this cute dream of him moving to Japan after he graduates to teach. Its almost as if she has it planned out with him being able to teach elementary school and maybe tutor on the side. He'd be able to make a lot of money. "You and Maria can move to Japan and you wouldn't have to worry because you'd make lots of money and then you could always come over on weekends and I'd cook for you." The fact that she's planning it all out is scary and cute at the same time.

I got sad at this for a while. I even burst his little bubble of happiness as he was telling me about it because I wasn't too excited. But you must understand that the last time he talked about moving to Japan he said "if we weren't together anymore, i think I'd probably move there to work." But now it was involving me? Where would I fit in? So many times I feel like I'm not even close to belonging in that part of his life. Not that I don't want to...I just don't. Besides, what could I possibly do in Japan?

But then he clearly became disappointed when I didn't share his enthusiasm and then I felt bad. I felt bad for not being happy about a silly little dream. But the more I thought about it, the more I liked the idea of moving to an exciting new country with him. I like the idea more and more. I just don't know how I can convey this to him.

*sigh* I miss him.

Yo min! Email me your phone number so i can talk to you about dinner. i don't think i can make it tonight. you free this weekend?

EERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE HIM!!

What a complete moron. >.<

Bleh. i think I ate too many whopper mini robin eggs.

ugh. tummy. sore.

bleh.

ok..now i'm crying over this whole doctor shit thing now. That can't be good eh? But i mean, to have a doctor that won't even listen to you? WTF? I'm mad.>=..( She wouldn't let me switch types of bc pills and she wouldn't really write me a prescription for acne despite everything I was telling her I wanted. Does my opinion and voice me nothing?

Yeah, i guess i doesn't. =/

Oh yeah...and reason # 1006 why not having a car here sucks: When you don't have a doctor that's part of an "Empire" it makes it kind of hard to travel from doctor, to lab, to specialist, etc etc. IT S-U-C-K-S!!!

Okay, that's it. I hate my doctor. Well, maybe hate is too strong of a word. Let's just say that I miss my doctor(s) back home. I especially miss my dermatologist.

My doctor now seems sort of hippie-ish. erk.maybe its the whole berkeley thing. Who knows. All I know is that I didn't like the way she explained things to me. grrr.
What I want are drugs & prescriptions, not some lecture on how I should cut back on caffeine. If I mention that I ran out of my prescribed medication, shouldn't that be an indication to write me a new one? grrrr. sorry, i'm just bitter because I miss my dermatologist.

And THEN! How the hell was I supposed to know that its better to get a pap smear earlier in your cycle? How the hell was I supposed to know that it would hurt like a mutha since its so late in mine. Its not like they teach us these things in school ya know! Grr...it felt like she was lecturing me and that it served me right just because I didn't know.

Reason #53 for why I miss home. I miss my doctor(s). boohar.

Oh joy. Time for that annual. bleh.

At least I don't have to go into work until 12? lol

12 days till grant comes! =)

19 days till I go home!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!

^__________^

YAY!!

UH won the WAC title!! They're now on their way to their first NCAA tournament since 1994, and their 3rd one in their basketball history!

YAY!

woo...
last night was random night. I'll talk about it later.

I was watching Making the Band on MTV and it made me miss home more. boohar. Such nice beach scenes. =P

And Bryan is hot. lol.
but yeah...didn't like Ikaika much. eh. whatever.

yay for 12.5 more days till grant come to visit!! ^______^

aiyah...

person visiting me from arthuranderson....please come forward. its a bit unnerving since I know some people working there.

eek. I wonder if it could be them. haha. how weird.

And you...
Yes, YOU.

I don't know who you are or how you even found me, right?
How long have you been visiting this place anyway?
I haven't gotten an email from you, have I?
Well then, I guess now's as good a time as any to email me!

Heehee.
Please?

Heya...

I have a small request for those of you who link to the index2.html page. Ya think you could link to just bhurdie.digitalrice.com instead? Just wondering. It would certainly make me much happier, cuz then I can find out where all these random people come from. lol.

Heh. strike that. Its now up $308.

Maybe if I had just waited a bit longer, I would've been justified in purchasing the orginial flight I wanted. lol
dangnabit!

It so sucks.

I had my heart so set on flying with the boy. I checked yesterday morning at it was still $400. By 1 am last night, it was up to 700. Boohar. Then began the debate of whethere $250 was worth the flight. In the end, my hopes were dashed.

Then I started a search for a cheap(er) ticket. I would have to leave the day after the boy [gah! i should just sleep at the airport. sheesh] and I would leave home about 10 hours earlier. dammit all to hell. That's like 1.5 days that I could've been home!

The good news: The ticket I bought at 2:30 am is now listed for $130 more. At least I still got some kind of deal. heh. =/

FUCK!

I decide 12 hours later that I want to buy the ticket even though I can't schedule my interview yet, and its up $300 already!

Woe is me

And now back to my sleep. *yawn*

Girl Scout Cookies are EVIL! Evil ya hear!!

The Samoas Especially.

And that irritating little girl singing "Girl Scout Cookies..blah blah blah blah blah blah blah" out side of the BART station on my way home is evil too.

Gah! Make it stop!

I'm surrounded by evilness!

lol

I'm happy today. Er..Happi-ER. I think I've figgered the cause of my downturn is that I haven't been out in a real long time. Out as in...out having fun with people other than my roommate. Yeah, its partially my fault, having anti-social tendencies and all, but I'm really trying to change that now.

Gotta email Rose...but damn...gotta wait till she comes back from London [the lucky ho. hehe]
Min...are we still going out? *hoping*

And yeah...happy-er because of emails from Scott, and Mary. [and of course my Grant. ^_^] Gotta love em. =)

eek!

To be happy or worried? Both for now.

Happie: Possibly taking a flight back home with the love of my life! ^________^

Worrie: Not being able to schedule the interview until 3/15, and hence not knowing what day its on so I can buy the plane ticket which means the price will probably jack up another hundred or so by then. Then I must worry about how work will react to 3 additional days of vacation. Consider this: I'm already taking off from one friday to another. Add on another 3 days and it'll practically be 2 weeks without me in the office. Umm yeah "when did she start again?"

EEK!

Yeah. What she said.

"Guarans babarans!" heehee I haven't heard that in ages! ^_____________^

You know, I think ignorance *IS* bliss.

Knowing that the receptionist makes like 25% more than I do really makes me see how shitty my life is, especially when I do like half her work.

And yes I realize that I've been an annoying pessimistic bitch lately but lay off! sheesh. I'm entitled.

fuck.

My worst fear is causing a "medical emergency" on BART. Today, that fear almost came true.

I guess eating a really early dinner isn't a good thing since I don't eat breakfast until I get into the office. Bleh. I was late today and hence, I was forced to transfer at MacArthur and catch a much more crowded Daly City train. So not only did I not get a seat, I was basically sardined with a gazillion other people. Personal space people!! sheesh.

So we're in the transbay tube when all of a sudden I start getting this sick feeling in my stomach and then it spreads to the rest of my body. I start sweating profusely and I get mad chills. Then my hearing got muffled and soon everything started getting dark. I was soooo praying that we'd get to Embarcadero soon. If only there were space on the floor for me to sit [i've done it before when a similar, less scary incident occurred].

Fortunately we quickly arrived at Embarcadero [it seemed like eternity tho] and I tried to hold on until I could finally snag a seat. The old man in the suit sitting in front of me didn't get up unfortunately so I had to stumble over a few feet and collapse in another seat. *sigh* I quickly whipped out my little pack of gummy Fruity-Os and started munching.

And then there was light...sorta. I contemplated sitting there and riding BART for a few more stops but then I thought what a pain it'd be to ride all the way back to Montgomery so I got off at the next stop, still munching on my gummies.

Whew. Made it to work, still slightly sweating and still extremely chilled, but at least I could support myself and my hearing was starting to return. heh

I think having low blood sugar really sucks.

blah. Maybe I should've caused that medical emergency by fainting. It would be funny to come in to work and say "yeah, I'm the reason you were late today. Go ahead and hate me. nyah"

And then I'd get stoned. wheee

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This is soo sad. It makes me cry to think of all the history and artifacts that will be lost. =(

DANGIT!!

SF peeps! we're gonna meet up soon! Whether YOU like it or not! Goshdagnabit! This IS going to happen! Even if it takes ever last drip of energy I have to throw it together.

And I'm NOT going to call it a going away meeting for me or anything! Got that straight dave! damn you. lol jk

grrr. i'm so mad.

The good roomie made me call the pizza place after a long drawn out battle. I HATE CALLING!!! I have this thing about calling people/places who I don't know of that I've never called before. Grrr. And now we're still waiting and I'm questioning my directions to our house. I'm semi hoping they get lost and don't deliver and/or give us shitty cold pizza just so I can rub it in her face that I should never call again. dammit!

Oh yeah!

HAPPY GIRLS DAY!!!!

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YES!!!

You are now looking at *THE* coolest person in the world.

..er..well, coolest after winniebhurd, queen cyn, ms. x, and....

Oh fuck it. I'm just the coolest in this minute in time. How often is it that you know more shit than the "Senior IT Analyst?!" hahaha

*beaming*

AIYAH!!! Today is my grandmother's birthday! ACK! not good! Almost forgotted.

dang. What's up with all the March babies? sheesh I got my dad and sister's coming up in a week too! >.<

33 now =)

I really want to update my journiary, but i'm too lazy to do it now. after all the writing today, I'm pooped. gosh.

But the reason why I want to update is cuz I called UH today and they received my apps! yay! So much relief. No more stress [well, relatively speaking]. But the thing that gets me is that the app in question got there yesterday! gah! I'm really pissed. Priority mail and it took like a week to get there. Pissed doesn't even begin to describe the feelings I have. And if it hadn't gotten there? Well, I'd just have to go postal on their asses. lol Yeah that was bad, but SO! I'm entitled gosh dammit! ;P

So yes, much happy now and tomorrow's Friday. Hitting the gym overtime and then a Krispy Kreme run. YES!!!!!!!!!
heehee

Thirty-One. I wrote thirty-one emails today. all individual emails.

Whew. I think I'm all emailed out. If I don't reply to you, don't take offense. And if I didn't email you to begin with, don't take offense either. Most of them were people from my real life anyway. heh

...wait. I actually had a real life at one point?

Jake Shimabukuro is the most awesomest ukulele player I've ever seen or heard. The one time I saw him play live, he actually started playing with his teeth at one point! So rad! He's like uber-super-mega-ultra talented. =)

Now he's written a song in memory of those on the Ehime Maru. Down load the song here.

*bang*bang*^13

muahaha. 13 email victims thus far. lets see how far I can go.

Oh yeah, and the chocolate? Its just an excuse ^_~

Woo...I'm really on a roll with my email resolution. I've emailed like almost everyone in my inbox...well, almost. I've written like 3 emails in the last 2 hours alone! what a feat! hah!

Resolution for the month of March: No crying [tears from extreme pain of physical injury excluded].

Funny how I said almost the exact same thing last year. haha