Friday, May 31, 2002

I finally got a haircut. It's been over a year. I know how sad.

But the thing is...my sister cut my hair. Now that she graduated she's trying to land a full time gig so I thought I'd be one of her first customers. And I have to say, she did a pretty dang good job. She even made my mom's hair look good. I'm all proud of her now. =) And I love my hair now. yay!

Monday, May 27, 2002

fcuking freak cats. Last night I was awoken at 2 AM !! by the sounds of a cat, or two, getting their freak on or something right ouside my window...right near my head. Dammit! I took my flashlight and looked into the hedge by my window and saw some mangy tabby cat who was probably the one making all the racket. Damn strays in heat. I am seriously considering getting a BB gun just to shoot its ass...literally.

Yeah yeah, cruelty to animals...blah blah...but you'd be pissed off too if they disturbed your sleep and even continued their noises well throughout the day. And I'm even a cat lover...but I can be a hater when the time is right. grr...i better have peace tonight.

Sunday, May 26, 2002

Oh my freaking gosh...what's this?

A new splash image AND a new entry?

Hell hath officially frozen over.

What San-X character are you?

It's your laidback style that everyone seems to like and it helps you enjoy life to the fullest. Many people envy your easy-going attitude, but no one can hold a grudge against such a loveable person like you!

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Saturday, May 25, 2002

drumroll please...

YAY! MIN IS BACK!!!

The bastid. I wish I could move away. ;P

Thursday, May 23, 2002

Tomorrow (friday) is my last day student teaching. I'm gonna miss my students a bunch...even though they give me stress. heh. go figure. So what do i do to celebrate? I go out and buy lots of candy, and little things for presents for them, especially the seniors. Why do I always feel the need to make more work for myself? hehe.

Have a great Friday and weekend everyone!!

Tuesday, May 21, 2002

More tests!! yay!

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Monday, May 20, 2002

There is much stuff to yay about these days...yet for some reason...deep down inside...i feel kinda down. It sucks because I feel as though I'm taking away from the happiness/excitement of all the yay stuff.

Yeah..its still that nagging lonely feeling. And the annoying sister of someone doesn't help matters any. I mean, how flat out rude can a person be? ugh. Manners people! Manners! I swear people are forgetting what that word even means these days. >.<
Congratulations to Scott and Amy on the new arrival of Sun Su! Go check out his new baby entry. The new guy's a cutie...just like his parents =)
Yay for graduation!!

Boo for sunburn.
ouch.

Saturday, May 18, 2002

yay! Tammy's back!

one happy thought for today. =)
Oh...I forgot to mention...

the people I was going with to Grant's graduation tomorrow can't go anymore so I'm gonna have to go by myself. how much does that suck? Well, not merely as much as if I were to try to go with his family. I'd have to be in the presence of his sister..of all people. *shudder* I so am not looking forward to the dinner tomorrow night. I'm praying that I can stick with others the whole night if only to avoid her. Just one week...just one week...
I don't know why but i've been really bummed this evening. I think it basically stems from thoughts going through my head about not being loved, or not being needed. Maybe this is because this weekend i'm not at the center of attention. Technically, I could've walked at graduation, but I decided against it because i'm just getting a certificate. big whoop. But this doesn't mean I'm not proud of those who are getting the attention. I'm so happy for my sister and for grant. They've come so far and they've finally achieved what they wanted. Although, my sister's graduation was hella ghetto...but what can you expect from a community college graduation i suppose [I keep thinking this, even though i know they deserve just as much props as a person who gets a PhD. i'm just not in the right state right now].

It's just so hard. I went to the mall today to look for potential gifts for people [ie, grant, sis, mentor teacher] and on the way I just got so down that I almost started crying. So I called the good roomie and she lifted my spirits greatly. She was on her way to a bar that Lester introduced her to, and while I was kinda sad that I couldn't drink a few with her, it still made me smile as I heard her describing where she was and how she got the best parking [a rarity in the bay area for sure ;P]. I just need more friends here dammit. Or I need to take more trips to the mainland. hehe. Maybe then I can hit up IKEA haha

This isn't a "feel sorry for maria now" moment, so don't. I'm just stating how I feel. Tomorrow I'll probably feel completely different. It's been so long since I've written an entry where I spilled everything out that I was afraid to do that today. So you get the short, not-so-messy version here. I think I'll start posting to the journal in 1-2 weeks. hopefully.

ok. you're excused. Time for me to fold laundry. At least I don't have to work tomorrow. yay!

Tuesday, May 14, 2002

dang...i spent way too much at Old Navy today. And half of the stuff i didn't *really* need, but I convinced myself that I did anyway. I might return some tho. Go figger.

I'm also going nuts with the Gyuh Ool Yunga ["winter love story"] drama. I need to know what happens! I'm such a spoler ho...like ms. evil. haha. I miss her summaries...but none for the next 2 weeks. O.o Oh the insanity! But yeah...if anyone is bored, has time, and is willing to tell me what the heck happens from episodes 9 [right after the woman arrives at the airport and asks if Joon Sang is ok] to 20 [the end] I will forever be grateful! ;P hehe

Saturday, May 11, 2002

I finally checked my other junk mail email account and found this funny email:

I ran into your website when i was looking up some
geneology for a friend - Yep you guessed it: Michael
Boohar.

I have never seen "boohar" used as a noun and just
have to know - what does it mean???? and where does
it come from.

The most curious thing is that my friend's family is
from Hawaii and I wondered if that might be a common
thread.

I would appreciate any information you could give me.

Thanks. Hope your day is not BOOHAR!!! (Is that ther
right useage??)

Heidi


hehe...i dunno if i should reply and sound like a dork, or just not reply and keep them wondering forever. haha.
And what's sad is that I haven't used the word in like forever. I miss it! BOOHAR! hehe ;P

Friday, May 10, 2002

Fcuking KFVE. They've once again opted to show UH Softball in place of Charmed. As if showing charmed 1 day after it's supposed to be on isn't enough right? Who the fcuk cares about softball? WTH?!

Plus my students' semifinal women's basketball game is having technical difficulties so it won't be on for a while. grrr.

I'm all irritated now. >.<

Thursday, May 09, 2002

why is it that korean girls are either named susan or esther?



hehe. you ever notice that? soooo many of them!
wow. winnie's new layout is so nice! I'm actually feeling inspired by it. Maybe i can start writing in my regular journal soon...especially since today was my last day of seminar. no more classes...almost graduation. *sniff* It's so sad! I'm gonna miss all my wonderful classmates. =..)

I hope everyone is having a great week. It's friday tomorrow. Yay!

Tuesday, May 07, 2002

AHHHH!!!

I'm watching GyuhOol Yunga and its just exactly like that "AAAAHHHHH!!" Gut wrenching and emotional and you just can't help but scream at the tv. haha. I love korean dramas. And Bae Yong Jun is soooo hot!!! yummy. Dammit for having to wait 6 days till the next episode. ;P

Sunday, May 05, 2002

i'm so mean and grouchy sometimes.

but is it really too much to expect a bf to make at least one visit in 6 days when you're sick and not feeling well? And especially when you've been cooped up indoors for 3 fricken days? I think not.

So yes, I complained and guilt-tripped him. He deserves it. hmph